I am the only person in my house who is aware that my wife is not here. I am always aware that she is not here because I’m here.
At the time of my wife’s death I was not sure what to do. I kept looking through my phone for any sign that she was leaving, but there was no signal. All I could do was wait. But then the first thing I heard was the phone ring.
This is not uncommon. I had the same reaction three years ago when my wife left me. I was in the last stages of a heart attack and had just had a heart-to-heart with her. I had no idea that she was not coming back. She said she would be back in a few days, but that was the night before. One night I thought she was going to die, so I called her a cab and took her to the hospital that night.
When you hear someone is seriously ill, you tend to think something bad happened, but that wasn’t the case. It turns out her heart attack was very, very serious. She was brought into the hospital right after her heart attack. I thought she was going to die again, so I went back to her room for her. She was still in a coma.
A few hours later she came out of it and was in a wheelchair. She was still the same person, but she was completely different. She was alive. I wish I had known that, but I’m glad she’s alive. Her name is Bethany, Bethany Rose. She’s twenty-three years old. She’s a sophomore at UW Madison.
Bethany has a brother. Ryan, who is a senior at UW Madison. That’s the reason why I called her Bethany.
I know that Bethany is a pretty serious girl, but I just can’t believe that she would just pull a gun on me and say she didn’t want to live anymore. She didn’t even know who I was. She was just a girl sitting in her room, crying. That’s not her. Thats not her. I know it was wrong to call her that, but I just can’t believe that she would do that.
This is Bethany’s first time getting in serious trouble. She is a pretty young female and it’s a lot of scary for a pretty young female to be in trouble with a guy.
